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new journal: just_like_usaid
i even have a sort of cool layout! thanks to matty hatty with sugar on top
add it IF YOU WANT
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[27 Dec 2003|05:23am] |
tonight i had some type of weird thing happen to me while sitting on the couch in pj's room. pj turned off the tv and it got really quiet and my leg started shaking, then the other, eventually everything was shaking. Then i became short of breath and got a weird feeling in my head. it was funny and kinda scary.
I also got pulled over on oracle for going 58 where the speed limit was 55mph. i got a warning, but still thats ridiculous.
I've decided to stop updating. Getting harassed by kaia helped me come to this decision (i liked being harassed though), and also i just don't feel like it.
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[26 Dec 2003|03:05pm] |
Being in the car with my grandpa driving makes me REALLY nervous. His hands shake. We just went to catalina state park and went on a "hike" that was like not even half a mile. hahaha we had to turn around because there was water they couldn't cross. And they walk so slow! oh well, it was pretty and really nice out.
Now i guess i'll get my fat ass over to the gym. ewww i feel so gross, i really need to have a good workout.
I really want to see EVERYONE tonight. Hopefully i will.
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[26 Dec 2003|01:00am] |
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At christmas dinner tonight, the main conversation was american literatue focusing mainly on henry david thoreau and his works. Then it was teddy roosevelt. At least i impressed my parents with my knowledge (i guess i learned some stuff last semester!) and by being able to keep the conversation going with my history-obsessed grandfather.
Marcia i really enjoyed our visit at your home this evening! thank youuuuu. And hollie came over, that made me happy.
39witj4fjowie christmas turned out good after all!
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[25 Dec 2003|06:25pm] |
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This christmas was okayyyy...i hate to say this but i like when my grandparents AREN'T here on holidays. I don't feel very good right now probably because i didn't get a good sleep and just haven't done anything except sit in front of the computer pretty much all day. I need to go on a walk and then I'll feel better. I'm bringing marcia's present to her in a bit and then I'll go to hollies. Those things will make the day better! I got some cool stuff from the trimbles and my parents though. I hope everyone had a really good day!!
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[25 Dec 2003|01:20am] |
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***MERRY CHRISTMAS!!*** I'm at hollie's right now. Everyone went to sleep like 2 hours ago. LAME! I can choose to either stay on the internet or go sleep on the couch at this house, or go to my house and stay on the internet all night or sleep on the couch there. hmmmm i wish i had my bedddd. i love how i can use kazaa and internet explorer at the same time on this computer. tonight was so happy! goodnight!
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[24 Dec 2003|05:38pm] |
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uh oh....my grandpa just came in the room and got out his camera. I HATE PICTURES. oh well. i exchanged presents with everyone i planned on except marcia...it was a fun time. Katie got me the cutest scarf! MATT GAVE ME A HUG FOR THE FIRST TIME (not counting when he wasn't sober). In a little bit hollie's family will join us for the consumption of high-calorie foods and exchange of A LOT of presents. yayyy. have a nice night everyone! k bye!
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[24 Dec 2003|11:04am] |
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Today is such a happy day! Even though these jeans feel tighter on me...oh well they were just washed so thats probably it. Today I'm delivering christmas presents to matt, zack, marcia, sarah, katie! My grandparents should be here in like an hour. My dad just yelled at me to go finish decorating the tree haha. bye!
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[24 Dec 2003|01:01am] |
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It was fun spending nearly 300 dollars on gifts with my mom's credit card today...and there was only one little thing i had to get myself. wow the above statement made me sound like a rich bitch! i am not rich, and i just really liked this one bracelet and andy bought some pants for himself so i thought it'd be ok to buy something for myself.
Tomorrow my grandparents are coming. This means I dont get my bed the next couple nights. sad sad. ....... I'm complaining about not getting my own bed on christmas when there are kids that don't even get one present?
I FINALLy got to the gym today. It was lame....on the way there i saw a car accident and it was kyle krissy and dani! i was soo scared. they're okay though!
goodnight!
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[23 Dec 2003|10:28am] |
I have soooo much to do today on this list my mom made me....and also some things that im telling myself to do. I already wrapped presents for an hour and I have everything done but I still have to get stuff for most of my friends and one more thing for my dad and something for my grandma. There is a grocery list with over 20 things on it and I'm supposed to finish decorating the tree (no, its still not done). My mom didn't wake me up to go to the gym this morning and i forgot to set my alarm so i'd like to still go or at least get a run in later. I don't have to pick up adrian anymore, even though i wanted to, but that will save some time. I'm supposed to go to urban outfitters with andy and hollie and others in a bit. I can get something for katie and marcia there.
everyone have a nice day...merry christmas early!
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[23 Dec 2003|12:56am] |
Today was so great. Its been a while since i've laughed as much as i did today...whenever I'm with hollie that is usually guaranteed. hahaha nate did chinese fire drill by himself because hollie didn't know what was going on which was hilarious. everything nate says and does is sooo funny/cute. hollies hardcore screaming to underoath was very intense. my eye make up was really messed up by the end of tonight by laughing so much that i cried. "if you had a broder i would die" "probably some bin laden game...." "my boob to you" hahhah k i really need to go to the gym or run tomorrow morning because i haven't for 2 days and feel gross and i miss my second home (the gym). i have to go early in the morning because im going shopping with everyone and i have to do errands for my mom! omg i still have to get some people presents and help clean the house big time because family is coming wednesday ij;wj;w4tdyth goodnight! love you all.
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[21 Dec 2003|03:43pm] |
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I'm at hollie's right now but shes not here. where the hell is she?!!?
so many things at this house amuse me such as the presents under the christmas tree are to people from the animals. for example one tag reads: "to: mom from: poco and promise" hahaha. then theres this vase in hollies room full of dead flowers. she just keeps adding them and doesn't put water in there. they just die. it has roses from almost a year ago.
hollie's dad just walked in and said "want a sundae cone?" and left the room. this family is so comical.
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[20 Dec 2003|11:43pm] |
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there is nothing to do right now but i love it because im not thinking "oh, i should be studying."
donnie darko is such a great movie!!
tomorrow is sunday....and it wont be a depressing one.
i still can't believe i got out of the truck without turning it off and didn't even realize it. hahahah omg i am soooo dumb.
my internet addiction is so bad that sometimes while brushing my teeth i come to the computer and get distracted and end up brushing them for like 15 minutes.
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[20 Dec 2003|12:57am] |
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tonight was ridiculous. i dont even know what else to say about it
*marcia and i get lost on the way to skrappys and it takes us and HOUR AND 40 MINUTES to get there. we almost had a mental breakdown.
*without realizing it, i get out of the car and go to skrappys not only forgetting the keys in the truck, BUT LEAVING THE ENGINE ON. and locked the doors.
*about an hour or two hours later i think...where are my keys? they werent in my purse, so i walk to the truck and what do ya know...they are in the truck and the engine is running. i felt like such an idiot
*everyone came and helped me and hollies brother came and brought me a spare key. everything was okay. until....
*i let marcia drive and we left skrappys with nate and adrian who start shit with some scary mexicans guys who come and spit on the window and kicked the truck. i havent checked to see if there's a dent or not. i thought we were going to die because they wouldnt stop saying stuff to them and adrian was threatening to get out of the vehicle.
*we couldnt find our way out of the area and needed to get gas so we went to circle k. something happened with a drunk lady and literally 7 cop cars show up. it was scary because i thought there was going to be a shooting.
*nate led us to the outskirts of tucson...we were going up a mountain and could see ALL of tucson. we were lost for like 30 minutes and adrian got really mad (but actually wasnt mad?) it made me sad that adrian was acting mean and mad.
*we somehow got home and survived. the only thing im worried about is the truck because my dad notices everything and we got it like a week ago.
ummmm yeah. my head hurts
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[18 Dec 2003|06:06pm] |
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I better have done good on my finals. I think i did. This is still going to be my worst report card in my academic history though. I'm just glad i get to start new in 2 and a half weeks...those days better go by slow.
My mom is still freaking out about christmas and its annoying the hell out of me. I went shopping AGAIN with her today. I don't want to go to the mall for a long time. oh well! I can't get in the christmas spirit like i usually do...it sucks. On my run today I went through linda vista and looked at all the lights, that helped a little.
I don't know if i feel like going out tonight. I'm kind of sick of driving. Maybe i'll just stay here and sleep and be on the internet ot something.
I'm so sorry i forgot about you today matt. forgive me?
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[17 Dec 2003|05:35pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOLLIE TRIMBLE!!!
that is all.
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[16 Dec 2003|02:51pm] |
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OMG tommorow is hollie's birthday.
My finals weren't as bad as i thought, even on 3 hours of sleep. I'm so gald I got those two over with. YAY. Tomorrow and thursday i get out at 10. What am I going to do with myself?
My room feels like it needs cleaned but there's nothing really to clean. Maybe its just because the bed isn't made and there's a bunch of stuff laying around this computer giving me a cluttered feeling?
I really want and need to get my hair cut. It is SO annoying. That's why i've been having to wear it up all the time lately. I'm scared to get it cut though.....but it really is too long and ewww i dont like it.
I got my PSAT scores and didn't do as well as I wanted to. whateva
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[14 Dec 2003|08:19pm] |
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My parents just made me cry by telling me what a bad student i am and stuff. ugh they make me feel sooooo guilty and bad. it was just as i was getting ready to study for chem too. now i dont even want to.
edit 3:05am monday// This is ridiculous....I can't sleep. So much for going to the gym at 5:30 this morning. Tomorrow...i mean today will be fun except not really, ehrgjegtrjketg;klte
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Today was fun... laughed a lot with hollie and adam. had fun with katie mattjack zack marcia and matt. realized something about myself that i dont like. wish i didnt feel like this right now but whatever it will go away soon. i need to run and go to the gym soon. i need to study soon. bye.
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